Come for the Skills, stay for the Ego Death

My spindle goes flying out in a random direction and, in the resulting loss of leverage, I crack myself in the head with the stick I'm holding in my left hand. I sit down with a thump, eyes watering, glasses akimbo. Smoke pours off my spindle and board, sweat drips down the small of my back, but as of yet--no coal.

"It's just so easy, isn't it? Like all the skills we've learned this year." Cameron smirks a little at me, his own lack of success evident as he packs up his bow-drill kit, minus a coal. Cameron knows this magic, though. He earned himself a couple of coals the week before. Still, this work is humbling. He might have turned the trick once or twice, but he hasn't achieved consistency--yet.

Photo taken by See at Oaks Bottom.

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Crab Metaphysics

Two days later, I pull an enormous dungeness crab out of our last wire trap. I'm grabbing him from the back and I've picked up crabs this way a dozen times before, but this guy didn't get to be this size through timidity. He reaches back with his whopper of a claw and latches on to my right middle finger.

Photo taken by Cameron MacPhail. 

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Navigating a New World

A hand goes up at the front of the line. Fingers count down from five. Breathless, buzzing, the four of us trailing the lead scatter off the trail, crouching, slinking into the trees. Mere feet away an enormous upturned tree has left a ten foot deep pit in the ground where its roots used to be. I sink into the depression, poking my head above the rim cautiously. 

Photo taken by Laura at Nehalem Bay.

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