Snow-Fire Forest

Crunch. Like cold, broken glass. We trod after one another, taking turns in the lead for two miles, gazes cast into the snow a few feet in front of us, following a coyote's trail. The coyote meets with others, they trot along side each other, cross paths, stop, dig under a log. I try to picture how they were moving in the early, pre-dawn light. Noses to the wind, following that insatiable call of hunger that rules all the beings of this frozen land.

Photos by Reverend Blue Sky (Noel Tendick).

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Crab Metaphysics

Two days later, I pull an enormous dungeness crab out of our last wire trap. I'm grabbing him from the back and I've picked up crabs this way a dozen times before, but this guy didn't get to be this size through timidity. He reaches back with his whopper of a claw and latches on to my right middle finger.

Photo taken by Cameron MacPhail. 

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Beginning to End

Wednesday we walk into class to find the carcasses of four sheep laying on the ground near the pasture. These are sheep I've met while they lived--we have walked them from their corral to the pasture and back. We have names for some of them. They had personalities. The moment of death has passed, but that is the only part of the process we miss.

Photos taken by Cameron MacPhail

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Navigating a New World

A hand goes up at the front of the line. Fingers count down from five. Breathless, buzzing, the four of us trailing the lead scatter off the trail, crouching, slinking into the trees. Mere feet away an enormous upturned tree has left a ten foot deep pit in the ground where its roots used to be. I sink into the depression, poking my head above the rim cautiously. 

Photo taken by Laura at Nehalem Bay.

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